Exnihilonihilfit

Lonliness… I know about this. About being trapped inside of my spinning mind. Afraid to get out, afraid to speak out. I ran back in because of the pain. I’m afraid to open the door, to let anyone in. Being alone in here really sucks! Alone with the thousand voices of my mind, alone with…

It’s not easy writing flowery prose, uplifting thoughts avoid my mind, when I spend my days looking down my nose. Not down at you, or you, or even you, down at the self, within my mind wherein I reside, wishing I were you. There is beauty and charm I can see, this graces your smile,…

I’m getting old! Over the hill. On a downward slide to just so much dust. My beard – If I keep pulling the gray hairs it will be gone. The hair on top is half gone already – Fuck You – I ain’t cutting it no more! Ever! Quit asking when I’m getting a haircut,…

Time has a way of changing things. Why, just the other day I was getting my things together for a trip to the laundry. I had it all sorted, all ready to go, then I thought “I really ought to shower before I offend an unsuspecting public.” So I reach in the closet for my…

Chocolate mescaline Alice in Wonderland, the old is the new and surrounds me with you. In case you weren’t listening; maybe my words melted in your mind, maybe from your world you didn’t see my eyes begging for a single moment of time. I want to take your youth, I want to steal you away…

A cool night in January – folks out for the evening pass by on the street and stare at this old man in his rocking chair. From his head flows long thin hair, from behind him the music blares. The old man doesn’t even care that in nineteen ninety-five he lives two decades out of…