Skinny

Fear is my name, an acronym of who I really am, controlling my motion, the light of my path, guiding my life. I am often very good, and sometimes very bad, always driven to behavior with fear leading the way. I have allowed my emotional core to be covered over, as the mantle of the…

Lonliness… I know about this. About being trapped inside of my spinning mind. Afraid to get out, afraid to speak out. I ran back in because of the pain. I’m afraid to open the door, to let anyone in. Being alone in here really sucks! Alone with the thousand voices of my mind, alone with…

Little firefly of the summer night, why do you want to die. Are you not content enough to be the dinner for late birds and early bats, with their radar eyes. No, not content enough. You sweep low over the lawns of bored summer boys, then with a flash of green, you signal your presence…

I’ve been this way before, different time and different place, alone, outside and lonely, amongst so many friends, searching for a newness amongst the same old thing. Was first as a child not past the first grade, my heart was hollowed out from the core as with a clade, and left to dry – I…

Chocolate mescaline Alice in Wonderland, the old is the new and surrounds me with you. In case you weren’t listening; maybe my words melted in your mind, maybe from your world you didn’t see my eyes begging for a single moment of time. I want to take your youth, I want to steal you away…

It’s a broken off piece of wing on the ground before me. It won’t fly or ever grow back. It reminds me that I’m sad. Grounded as I am in life, a prisoner of my reality, I cannot fly, I can not fly, to escape my tragedy. Blue sky, green blooms abound, Colors of warmth…